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Written By Fergus

July 9, 2017, 7:02 p.m.(10/21/1006 AR)

Been a long time since I've written shit on the people I give a damn about. Never had to, you all know how I feel about you. Shit is mush and not needed. But I'm fucking married now and it put me in a...mood or something. So whatever you read here, take it with a fucking grain of salt. And don't expect me to talk about it. Feel fucking lucky I'm even writing it down.

Freja - The other half of me. Shit, the better half of me. Like looking in a fucking mirror too many times. You had plenty of shit to go through, so did I, if it weren't for you, pretty sure I'd of lost my fucking mind.

Darren - The best of us. Your old man would be proud of you. Still think you smile too much though.

Kieran - Fucking smartass. But someone has to be.

Drea - Auntie Drea. My second mother after we lost ours. Enough said.

Anze - *things are written and scribbled out* Fuck. I don't get you most times. Think you need to pull your head out of your fucking ass when it comes to you and me. Still, you're my brother and I'm there for you. Even if you hate the idea of it.

Calypso - You're a good woman. Don't know what you see in my brother, but it's probably something good. Glad he makes you happy. Be good to him and it'll be a good day to all you sister.

Eirene - Mal Brigadier General Tightpants. Enough said.

Alis - Short Stack. Best non-blooded sister I could ask for.

Edain - Holy fuck, I got idea what to say here. Doesn't drop in a fight for nothing. Need to teach me your tricks.

Kima - Hotty Baroness Miss Hot-Hot. Thanks for helping me get my edge back. Not there yet, but if not for you, I'd be far behind.

Khanne - Still my best friend, despite what you fucking think. Enough said.

Morrighan - Red. I got your back.

Donella - Promise not to be so fucking...eh, alright. Whatever. You'll get another shot, only fair.

Armel - Where'd you go, asshole. Drinking with you an Mal was the best.


Marian - Thank you. You fucking know the rest.

Written By Archene

July 9, 2017, 6:53 p.m.(10/21/1006 AR)

It seems that everything is getting better now. The store is getting a bit more clientely, as much as I would expect by now. Good side, days are busy. Bad side, I do have things to speak with too many people, however little free time I have.

Written By Alexis

July 9, 2017, 6:41 p.m.(10/21/1006 AR)

I've increased my personal best at the Gauntlet to 65 marks. This places me at a respectable fifth, though as I've written before - self-improvement is the goal.

I do admit, I hope to one day hit triple digits myself. Even if I never duplicate the feat.

Written By Alexis

July 9, 2017, 6:35 p.m.(10/21/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Zhayla

I've met Dame Zhayla of Old Oak a few times now - we fought together on an imagined battlefield, back to back, against the fierce foes of the strawman armies. I am pleased to say we were successful in winning the day, and now peace and justice reigns in strawman-lands.

Which is to say, she joined me when I was sparring.

She impresses me. Her bearing. Her attitudes and ideals, what I've heard of them, and the fact that she is the second person I know of to score a three-digit marker at the Telmar Gauntlet. Old Oak has a fine woman for a Sword, and I am inspired by her to try harder and ensure that I am as fine a Sword to Blancbier.

Written By Alexis

July 9, 2017, 6:31 p.m.(10/21/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Aislin

I met with Lady Aislin Ashford at the Society of Explorers. She was Lady Niamh's beloved - her fiance. I wanted to meet her. I wanted to get to know her.

Truth be told, I wanted that before Lady Niamh passed away as well.

We talked. It was nice. She's a wise woman, I think. And I can see why Lady Niamh loved her so. There's a certain combination of competence and certainty that blends in a fine alchemy, producing a fine core of a being. Lady Aislin is that kind of person.

While I wish that the circumstances that led to our first meeting were not quite as grim, I do hope that - in memory of our lady - we will have a bright future as friends.

Written By Edward

July 9, 2017, 6:28 p.m.(10/21/1006 AR)

The undertaking is soon. I am anxious and nervous for the fight to come and the resolution of that fight.

Written By Cambria

July 9, 2017, 6:24 p.m.(10/21/1006 AR)

I arrived in Arx on the third of October, and though it feels as if I have only been here a few days, it is now the twenty-first. I thought I would have accomplished more than I actually have, which leaves me rather chagrined. The old estate is uninhabitable. Completely. The rubble has hardly even begun to be cleared away, never mind the chore of selecting and hiring a team of appropriate builders, renovators, and decorators. It is not for a lack of choice. Instead, I find myself presented with a pool of so many that going through and interviewing them all to get a grasp on their talent, skill, and price point, has become its own minor affair. I am certain to make my decision before too long, and for those who are, or who will be, in the same situation as me, a very kindly gentleman warned me to stay away from Regency Consulting, as it is run by swindlers and dishonest sorts of every stripe.

In more exciting news, I attended the Moonlight Tea Social hosted by the Lady Symonesse Marin'luna, our future Queen. It was, in contrast to the open Assembly headed by Duke Gabriel Bisland, decidedly pleasant. Perhaps it had something to do with the fact that, with but exception to a few, they were attended by completely different people. One thing I must note, however, is there was a thread of commonality: both Duke Bisland and Lady Marin'luna were petitioned endlessly with questions. And both, in my opinion, showed a good deal more patience than I suspect many others in their positions would have been able to endure.

That said, I cannot escape the feeling of melancholy. The effects of homesickness, no doubt, for I have never before left Ostria and, for much of my life, never imagined that I ever would. I miss familiar sights and familiar faces. Though I have encountered several polite and welcoming individuals since my arrival in the capital, I confess I have not made a single friend. Not even an acquaintance in whom I might hope for such. It is very lonely here.

Written By Margot

July 9, 2017, 6:08 p.m.(10/21/1006 AR)

Cousins, I have more cousins. Archeron and Lethe arrived safely from Ashford Keep.
It's starting to feel like a real family.

Written By Alis

July 9, 2017, 6:07 p.m.(10/21/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Fergus

A new brother-in-law. Gruff, with a negative etiquette rating! I can't wait to introduce him to the Valardin Manor dining room. But most importantly, he makes Marian happy. Which means we welcome him with open arms. And I get to learn a lot of new swear words.

I think the scholars are also going to cringe at what this does to the family tree, since I am married to her cousin. So that will make our children cousins twice to her children. First cousins through the web of marriages, and then second cousins (??) by blood?

Written By Larissa

July 9, 2017, 5:12 p.m.(10/21/1006 AR)

I always thought it was spring time that brought love in the air - leave it to the Redrain to prove me wrong. Of course, there has never been a happier occasion or more of a willingness to be wrong. I love love. I love witnessing it and the reaffirmation that it exists in our world. As a Whisper I have seen more than my fare share of unhappy unions, so to see so many matches made of love is rare and beautiful and I hope that time blesses you all with kindness and patience.

Written By Hadrian

July 9, 2017, 5:09 p.m.(10/21/1006 AR)

I've recently had tea with a number of the finest individuals the Compact has to offer. Overall the refinement and manners of those in attendance proved to be impeccable and our hostess proved to be purely exquisite. The future queen of the Compact, Lady Symonesse Marin'luna, was a most gracious hostess to her guests and she instilled in me hope for the future alliance between the Compact and the Nox'alfar.

I presented her with a humble gift in welcome to the city and she seemed quite excited to have received it. Striking, delightful, and altogether phenomenal. She surely made an impression on myself and I suspect she'll make one on us all with time!

Written By Gawain

July 9, 2017, 4:18 p.m.(10/21/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Skye

I've begun to give Lady Skye riding lessons this week. She's taken to horseback remarkably well, and I'm impressed at how much she's accomplished in such a short period of time.

Written By Kael

July 9, 2017, 4:12 p.m.(10/21/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Fatima

As Keaton Hall nears completion, I cannot help but reflect on those who have aided either directly or indirectly in its creation. One particular individual, Princess Fatima Thrax, Voice of Thrax, was a pleasure to negotiate with in trade dealings and always swift and fair. I will remember this in my future dealings. I will also remember that invitation to dinner.

Written By Valery

July 9, 2017, 3:31 p.m.(10/21/1006 AR)

I was on the celebration of Lord Fergus and Lady Marian.
The music and the dance were so beautiful...

I was dancing with someone I didn't know. That's an improvement, isn't it?

Written By Kael

July 9, 2017, 3:16 p.m.(10/21/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Shae

Cousin. I hope that you are pleased that I snorted and disturbed the quiet scholar next to me when I read your journal. Moira? Really? I dare not ask the details on how that came about.

Written By Merek

July 9, 2017, 3:07 p.m.(10/21/1006 AR)

The future Queen seems to be a nice person from what I've gathered. I'm really interested in learning more about the elves generally, but not sure quite how to approach them.

Written By Caelis

July 9, 2017, 3:02 p.m.(10/21/1006 AR)

Family dinner was delightful, doubly so for the events prior to it. It's been a little over a year since I moved to the city of Arx at the request of Lady General Calypso. A year of getting to be close to my cousins again, a year of staying in one city more than traveling about as I had become accustomed to. There are days I miss my wandering, but I have learned so much staying close to the family and meeting people I would likely not often cross paths with so often at sea. I look forward to what my next year in Arx will bring, with any luck more family to hold dear as it seems my cousins are all looking to wed.


May your hopes find safe harbors

Written By Duarte

July 9, 2017, 3 p.m.(10/21/1006 AR)

The ship is a day away from Arx. I have had time on the deck, lounging about and regaining the colour of my skin, putting weight back on and spending some time thinking about what the future that has has it's framework laid out for me. At no point in the years that I have pledged service to Pravus and the Inquisition did I think that I would be more than chief minister. Never once did I really see myself as more than the son of a cobbler who couldn't keep him mouth shut enough to not offend.

I learned a great deal from that. Things that my brothers failed to heed and cost them their lives. I presume it has cost them both their lives. But now the cobblers son is a Count. Bravura is beautiful and I opted to not reveal myself as I walked it's streets to take the pulse of it. To see for myself how the city is handling itself in the wake of the leadership change. These people are the ones that I was raised with. She wanted me off the frontlines, and yet, she has done quite the opposite. She's placed me on the frontlines of just a different war. One that has not so physical wounds but there are weapons that I wait to see if I am just as equipped to deal with. It will be a matter of time I think, before someone will rise to challenge the Duchess in her choice of those she appointed to Nilanza, Bravura and Inverno. It will be a matter of time before they question her actions.

I have a few months maybe.

A few months before the title hunters come and I must choose someone that can stand up to the other one. Someone who won't bleed to badly under her claws. It'll take them that long to realize it exists I think. Though, I would argue what would stop me from appointing Orland my heir. Who doesn't want a scowly pimply faced teenager as their heir.

Written By Khanne

July 9, 2017, 2:31 p.m.(10/21/1006 AR)

Congratulations to Fergus and Marian for their marriage.

Congratulations to Anze and Calypso for their upcoming wedding.

Congratulations to Darren and Donella for theirs as well.

Seems Redrain men are rather adept at finding wonderful women to marry. I look forward to getting to know each of them more so than I already do. I wish them all the happiness in the world, and may the Gods and the Spirits alike, bless their unions.

Congratulations too to those I do not know who have recently spoken here of impending nuptials, or even possibilities. May everything work out for all those involved whether it be love or political alliance, or combinations thereof.

Written By Calypso

July 9, 2017, 10:59 a.m.(10/20/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Anze

Our contract is signed and we need only perform the ceremony now to be joined as family.

This is a private thought but I thought it pertinent to share publicly. I am well aware of your reputation with the Crown and some of the Compact even still. You are seen as brash, selfish and even dangerous to some. And perhaps there was a time where that was true. But in the year and then some I have waited by your side, I have seen your true nature. You are passionately loyal to whatever you devote yourself to. I have seen you give selflessly over and over this past year. To the Shamans to the Faith, to my family and their causes and to yours. You have devoted your existence to making your wrongs right again and I could not be prouder of the redemption you've achieved through this.

Anyone who is humble enough to accept their punishments willingly, and take the opportunity to learn and grow from their mistakes, is a strong person in my eyes. None of us is perfect. It is how we step forward that makes us who we are.

I know you care very little about what others see you as, but I hope some day they will let your past transgressions go and see you for the man you are now.

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