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Written By Merek

April 4, 2017, 9:20 p.m.(3/18/1006 AR)

Account of 1005.

Traveled and traded, making weapons as well as armour for people. Even went to Arx for a month to assist with some Mercantile needs, but I wasn't there to remain. Went to the Oathlands, Blancbier, Lenosia, Gemecitta, and Tor, even taking wagons to the east. Met many people on these travels, but mainly kept with the Merchants I was assigned, and Knights of Solace that protected them. Learned a bit about culture and flora as well as fauna. My interest in the apothecary combined with metalsmithing to work my blades with different fashions came from that. It also has me interested in different things that could be made with what most people call alchemy, which is work with chemicals as well as perfumes. Very interesting subject!

Written By Calaudrin

April 4, 2017, 8:56 p.m.(3/18/1006 AR)

I miss the days when murder was just murder and when dead people stayed dead. I'm a simple man. Is that really too much to ask for?

Written By Merek

April 4, 2017, 8:07 p.m.(3/18/1006 AR)

I have promised to assist many citizens, ever since that small riot. And I intend to keep my promises, as such I have decided to open a small fund in the name of all Thirteen of the Pantheon, and have placed more than a few prayers to Gild. I will likely be collecting assistance into this fund, whether it's silver or food, in the hopes that these people will not go hungry. Since the incident I heard about at the Cathedral, it's definitely important that we calm the trade within. People need to ration, and share amongst themselves. If we can manage to come together, then even with the siege, we shall want for nothing, with the Pantheon on our side.

Written By Agnarr

April 4, 2017, 7:44 p.m.(3/18/1006 AR)

Don't think I've seen a good drawing-and-quartering in a while.

Written By Armel

April 4, 2017, 4:23 p.m.(3/18/1006 AR)

to whomever has forced us to these actions and mailed me this insult:

You will be found.

You will be dragged before me.

I will make you wish for death and beg the God's forgiveness.

And then you will die, and I shall cast your corpse from the walls toward Brand, to tell him /exactly/ what I think of him and his tactics.

Make you burn for all eternity for this.

Written By Eirene

April 4, 2017, 1:44 p.m.(3/18/1006 AR)

I had to write today about posting guards over our recent dead to prevent them bring brought back to life and attacking us.

Fuck. You. Whomever you are.

We will find you. And we will see you hang for this. It's one thing to attack the living and wound them, it's another to profane the dead by setting them on the living. That pisses me off. As in I can't even comprehend how angry that makes me. They gave their lives to defend us and then some shit goes and raises them with unholy magic?

So much rage. Don't let me get to them; I'll do more than hang the bastard...

Written By Luna

April 4, 2017, 10:06 a.m.(3/17/1006 AR)

we lay down in the riverbed

rest in the silhouettes our fathers and mothers laid before

restless souls in the desert sand

dream of another land that heroes and villians claimed before


we are kings and queens and vagabonds

we are kings and queens and vagabonds


we came up with the fire light

raised in the black of night

falling like angels to the floor


we are kings and queens and vagabonds

we are kings and queens and vagabonds

we are.



so hold me down

we are kings and queens and vagabonds

we are kings and queens and vagabonds

Written By Serafine

April 3, 2017, 8:17 p.m.(3/16/1006 AR)

Panicked young men who are equal parts excited and anxious and terrified are one of life's great joys to watch.

I know, laughing isn't a nice thing to do but I can't help it.

Alright, now I'm just giggling.

Written By Aureth

April 3, 2017, 4:06 p.m.(3/16/1006 AR)

So like I said before, I'm a city boy. But I've ridden a boat before. I'm not a sailor and I never will have Magpie's hand at it, for example, but I can stand on the deck of a ship without falling over. The river and the sea are both a part of our lives in this city, and a part of our trade. The rotted sea life stink of the tide pools, the sweeter tang of salt, the fresh smell of rain, the sweetness of cold water on the tongue -- it matters.

There's something about wind on your skin, in your face, that feels and tastes like freedom. Not the freedom that Skald offers, the freedom to choose and the freedom to be, but a different kind: a freedom to go, a freedom to _escape_. It's that same wildness that, I think, we try to harness when we drink the wine. I asked around, why Mangata gets all the booze, and sure ... sure, it's all liquid, like the water, like the waves, but I don't think it's only that.

Water and sun. That's life.

And lately, when I look into the sky, I think about what it would be like without it. Without the heat and life of the sun. A thousand years without sunlight. What would that be like?

Mangata, Lady of the Sea and Sky, this is my prayer to you: may I never take your gifts for granted. Let me live on under the sky, and taste the freedom in your air, and never let it go.

Written By Driskell

April 3, 2017, 12:56 p.m.(3/16/1006 AR)

If only more understood that the great wheel requires each cog to be in its place lest the machinations slip and we stop moving forward towards progress. If only everyone understood that this isn't the first time the wheel has spun around.

At any rate, I'm thankful for the increased presence of the Inquisition. They have a thankless job.

Written By Eirene

April 3, 2017, 11:23 a.m.(3/16/1006 AR)

Always nice to go kill things. People know me for my skill as a surgeon and rightly so, but even I can lop the head off a Shav in the midst of a battle.

I really needed that. Blood on my hands that wasn't a comrades.

Written By Percephon

April 3, 2017, 9:23 a.m.(3/15/1006 AR)

For a couple of reasons, my time here in Arx has left me soured on the thought of marriage. Despite this jaded bias, there was one that I have been looking forward to: the union of Fiachra and Alis, two who are as much like family to me as Ansel is. A small part of me is quite thankful that there will be two services, even if the one in Sanctum will be overly long on ceremony. Yet, the words of the shaman ritual I witnessed last week left me much to dwell on. Things that should be important to us all, and a reminder of why we will overcome these obstacles before us: a solid foundation of trust, a bright future, the blessings of friends and family. For these two? It is simply right, and I wish them many happy years to come.

Written By Ainsley

April 3, 2017, 8:40 a.m.(3/15/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Luca

Rumor has it my favorite cousin proposed to you.

Written By Ainsley

April 3, 2017, 8:39 a.m.(3/15/1006 AR)

- Cabbage, chopped and cooked but still crunch.
- Alejandra, chasing leaves or butterflies like she's a puppy.
- That feeling when I finally win a fight against an opponent I've never beaten before.
- That feeling when I still lose and know I have to continue honing myself.
- The gleam of a sword, freshly cleaned.
- That warm feeling that comes with giving someone a gift.
- Removing my armor for the first time after wearing it for an entire day.
- The warm waters of The Grotto on cold days.

Written By Merek

April 3, 2017, 2:38 a.m.(3/15/1006 AR)

It was quite the crowd, which had gathered around in the Upper Boroughs. From people that came from the Lowers, to people called the place home, it seemed many were worried about the Bringers. Umay did an excellent job with quelling panic, as did others. A riot did manage to come from it all though, and together us folks were able to keep that from getting worse. I am hopeful that the donations I'll be providing will help them all. I am just satisfied that no one was hurt by more than potatoes. It seems with them quelled, it will be easier to guide people to safety, and allow folk from the Lowers back into the city, away from where the Seawatch Gate has caused so much worry.

Written By Ann

April 3, 2017, 2:07 a.m.(3/15/1006 AR)

Document the sixth:

1 handsome man
2 star-crossed lovers
3 glasses of whisky (finally!)
4 thoughts crossed my mind

... I wonder, if such a thing were possible to be done in secret, do I dare to do it?

... well, of course I do! I'm Ann Effing Redrain!

Written By Harmon

April 3, 2017, 12:50 a.m.(3/15/1006 AR)

These sigils make me scream. I know they have secrets, meanings that are right there for the taking yet for all my knowledge I am still unequipped to understand. What is it about immortality that warps/enhances/changes/SOMETHING your eyes so? I find myself unable to talk of anything else. I was never good at smalltalk anyways. Words too tiny for my clumsy lips to speak. I am more comfortable with the skull of a monster than having to make conversation with others. People terrify me. Monsters just... are.

Written By Valencia

April 3, 2017, 12:19 a.m.(3/15/1006 AR)

Gods, what am I doing?

Written By Serafine

April 2, 2017, 11:49 p.m.(3/15/1006 AR)

I think I've discovered I'm far more Lycene than I thought I was in the beginning.


It's not a complaint. What's wrong with self-discovery?

Written By Roran

April 2, 2017, 11:49 p.m.(3/15/1006 AR)

I recently advised a godsworn new to his vows to not see every action, every moment, as a reflection of the Gods. It is not that I do not think They exist in those actions and moments, but that the will we have been given is too easily found forfeit to circumstance we cannot always understand. There are times for reflection and introspection into the meaning of what happens around us, and there are times we must simply hold to our faith and forge ahead.

The Lost Gods are returned to us. This strengthens our understanding, fortifies our faith and begins the cycle of a Pantheon whole and prepared for the enemies we face. I will hold to my faith, welcome my new brothers and sisters to the Pantheon, and do what small part I may to keep Arx and her children safe.

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