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Written By Moira

April 5, 2017, 11:40 p.m.(3/21/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Asher

A creative and ambitious young man. I would like to see how far his ambition takes him.

Written By Driskell

April 5, 2017, 11:25 p.m.(3/20/1006 AR)

War and sieges tend to be seen as dark times, with people feeling as though scars worn make them less beautiful. Scars are merely footprints in life's journey, marks on the trail that will be your life. Those that have been wounded grievously in battle defending the Compact should feel always welcome wherever they go.

You've my thanks.

Written By Acacia

April 5, 2017, 11:21 p.m.(3/20/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Calandra

She's as brilliant as ever. I wouldn't miss a single one of her performances.

Written By Acacia

April 5, 2017, 11:20 p.m.(3/20/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Magpie

I might've been a little cruel to Birdie, but the man lost something of mine. And birds peck at each other, right? Something about feathers being similar, maybe? But he cooks a mean imaginary fish and knows how to procure the perfect drinks to pair. That's a good trait to have when minds are otherwise preoccupied with darker things. Besides, we both need to get our ships repaired and maybe we can get some joint deal.

Written By Acacia

April 5, 2017, 11:15 p.m.(3/20/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Joscelin

Joscelin's presence brightens up my life. There's so much that's genuine within her that being in her company is grounding in a sense. Business typically calls us apart, so our time together is often few and far between. But each time we renew that bond, it's like there was never any distance at all. Those are the best kinds of friends. The ones that get you, no matter what occupies you at any given moment. She had my support at the beginning when she first came to Arx. She has my support still.

Written By Acacia

April 5, 2017, 11:08 p.m.(3/20/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Calaudrin

I've yet to meet Refill's wife, Grace, but everything I've heard of her reminds of how fantastic a woman she must be. I think it's a little cruel that he's been holding back from giving those chocolate-drizzled pastries to Silas for all his hard work, but every one gets a little possessive from time to time. I think that's the only reason that he's loathe to talk about her as much as he should. And with everything ongoing, it's only natural how busy she must be.

I owe him a favor for how he assisted Vance though. And perhaps a kick, for educational purposes. I'd say dance lessons, but Guards who are graceful and adept at running across buildings aren't nearly as entertaining as those who do things bards often forget.

Written By Moira

April 5, 2017, 11:08 p.m.(3/20/1006 AR)

Asher Morrilin this man, A is an interesting fellow. Ambitious, but charming. If you earn his loyalty, in manners other than money, it will last a life time. He is talented though, those earrings he made. I will keep my word and wear them, advertise the skill of the young man that would like to make a name for himself. But there is something about him too, that is just confusing.

Written By Calaudrin

April 5, 2017, 10:59 p.m.(3/20/1006 AR)

Let it be known:

I am not married.

Or am I?

Written By Magpie

April 5, 2017, 10:25 p.m.(3/20/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Acacia

I'm thinking about getting some singing lessons. Acacia Culler hurt my feelings very deeply when I suggested I could offer a night with a different sort of songbird.

I don't think I'll repeat what she said, but it stung. It stung like a knife with a blade laced in salt being slowly driven into my tender, fragile heart.

I am wounded... on the inside.

Written By Aislin

April 5, 2017, 9:43 p.m.(3/20/1006 AR)

Someone asked me a while ago -- someone who knew me when I was little -- why I don't wear dresses or gowns anymore, not like I used to do when I wasn't in the field. I used to come home, take off the armor, and put on a dress, or a tunic and leggings if I planned to climb trees or something similar. But now I'm always dressed in leather armor, and they wondered why.

And I gave them my usual answer: that nowadays we should always be ready, when you never know when you might wish you were armored. But the thing is, that's not the truth.

Or not the whole truth, anyway.

The truth is, I stopped when my face was scarred. I think it started as a shield. A woman with a scarred face wearing armor looks like someone who's ready to meet and challenge the world, someone prepared. But a woman with a scarred face in silks? In a dress? An object of pity. And there are few things worse to see in someone's eyes than pity.

After a certain point, though, it just started to feel like me. The leather armor and sword have become as much a part of me as my arm, my eyes. In some ways, I feel naked and defenseless without the armor now.

But sometimes... sometimes I do miss it. Just a bit.

Written By Serafine

April 5, 2017, 5:47 p.m.(3/20/1006 AR)

Today is the day my baby sister, the Princess of Darkness herself, was born. They ought to put a sign up in the Velenosa estate in the room she was birthed in. I can see it now, it reads, "And thus a blizzard in human form was born, she didn't cry when she came out, she simply glared at the midwife and the attendants, and waited patiently for them to bathe her, dress her, and when she was given her mother's breast to feed, she scowled before finally relenting, as if such nourishment was -beneath her-.."



That's my gift to you, Elly. I'm writing a whole fictitious backstory, when you fade into mythology, they'll have proof of your existence with clear, precise descriptions but the legend's own sister: me.

I love you, you terrible, icy bitch. I hope it's a good day for you.

Written By Aiden

April 5, 2017, 1:40 p.m.(3/20/1006 AR)

Laughter from my peers makes me reluctant to journal.
I was told to tell them to mind their own business and stop reading my journals.
I am easy to tease, only I wish I wasn't.

Good things happened to me:
- Ainsley saved my parents at the gates from Bringers. They are all safe.
- Silas gave me a gift, a perch for my birds.
- Cousin Barric asked me to help with his dog, Synder. He says he'll find me an archery teacher in return.
- My sweet sister gave me a cologne. It's very thoughtful.
- Brother Branan agreed to help me with a surprise gift for someone very important to me.
- I have a bookshelf and crammed it full of Brother Branan's books.
- I was invited to the Whisper House Songbird night.
- I was brave enough to send my Cousin a messenger about becoming a student of law. It should make my father happy.
- I had a nice talk with Silas.
- I have a guard. He is handy for carrying things.

Bad things:
- I tried moonshine and rum. I was teased about it.
- Knowing my sister is braver than me and that I will have to worry about her too, in the siege.
- I still haven't found a tailor.
- I was too embarrassed in Coldrain Crafts to ask for anything.
- My raptor poo'ed in my hair.
- I didn't talk long enough with Silas.
- I feel useless and struggle how to overcome that.

Written By Lianne

April 5, 2017, 11:45 a.m.(3/20/1006 AR)

A strange dissatisfaction is starting to settle in now that I've gotten what I wanted. Pursuit provides purpose. Now, I must sate myself with my prize or pick a new path. Best to be patient when the possibilities are so vast.

Written By Merek

April 5, 2017, 3:55 a.m.(3/19/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Esoka

I meet her every so often when I visit the Shrine of Gloria. She has a lot on her mind, but I can honestly say that she means well, and is a faithful woman to the Gods.

Written By Merek

April 5, 2017, 3:54 a.m.(3/19/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Umay

We make a nice team, when it comes to social etiquette, and helping to quell riots. I consider her a friend now, and I'm definitely happy to have friends that are part of the Faith!

Written By Deva

April 5, 2017, 12:15 a.m.(3/19/1006 AR)

I know my father was not literally perfect, no one is, but his memory will always remain so in my eyes. He was also incredibly personable, and frighteningly clever about deterring the young men he'd see me hanging around with. He never threatened them, never used his station or - let's face it - physical brawn to shoo them off. No, no, instead? He made sure they were terrified of -me- and just what I might be capable of, with stories about how the last boy I kissed ended up with a broken arm, and if you listened closely how his wailing could still be heard in the lower floors of the castle. Or the (admittedly true) tale of how I gave one a black eye for being gross, and he nearly fled off one of our balconies.

I miss him every day, but some days are more unbearable than others.

Written By Percephon

April 4, 2017, 11:52 p.m.(3/19/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Lianne

I would be remiss if I did not update my thoughts upon the Lady Pravus in my reflections of this past year. She was one of the first souls in this city I connected with after the debacle of my initial arrival. We may not meet as much as we'd prefer with our different paths keeping us busy. Yet, I believe that it only goes to show how much of kindred souls we really are, for when we do get a chance? We pick up as if it were but yesterday we had last talked, and her wit and intellect always sate my thirst for knowledge. Far too often I keep in the safety of the Valardin ward, but she is proof that the bond of friendship can extend between the great houses.

Written By Percephon

April 4, 2017, 11:43 p.m.(3/19/1006 AR)

It's a time of reflection. The siege makes us face the realities of our future. For me, it has now been just over a year since I arrived in Arx, and in but a few days, I'll be another year older. There have been such peaks and valleys during my time here, with scars that will never be seen that I shall keep with me always. Experiences I never thought I'd have. But the one universal truth that has emerged is the loyalty of friendship, as true as any hardened steel the best blacksmith might make. I will forever be thankful for the tried and true friends such as Alis, Fiachra, Eirlys and Ansel, and I look forward to the experiments in relationships with new people to see if they shall emerge from the flames into friendship.

And it is in this that I am resolute we have not seen the last of our days with the enemies at our gates. They might be things out of nightmares we thought never existed, wield magic we thought was nothing but imagination... but we posses an inner strength that will have our own heroes rise as if they were from the pages of our storybooks. Without doubt, we will lose those close to us, and it will be as somber victory, but from this we will emerge stronger for it.

Written By Ann

April 4, 2017, 11:32 p.m.(3/19/1006 AR)

Document the seventh:

1 Drunk
2 Getting Drunk
3 But 2 are not Drunk
1 Alone

These hours are hours where I am alive. There are others who cannot say the same. Some of them, still living.

Written By Joscelin

April 4, 2017, 9:47 p.m.(3/18/1006 AR)

Mark my words, if any one is over-charging or price-gouging the supplies we as a city helped put together, I don't have to threaten you with dire consequences.

Your reputation and your actions during this siege will be remembered by the people you live with, the people you need to buy your wares during peace-time just as much as during a war, the same people who might call you kin, or neighbor, or ally. Your business will not survive if everyone remembers how you raised your prices and sold your goods to businesses that would turn it into something -other- than foodstuffs. For example: selling your grain to a distillery instead of a miller.

In the end, your money will amount to shit and it will run out in the aftermath as you spend it on body guards, security, and bribes to keep yourself safe.

It won't work, though. Silver is finite, you will run out without a source of income and you will not find it here in Arx if you let greed win out over compassion.

We need to work together. That's the only way any of us will get through this whole and hale.

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