Written By Isolde
Nov. 11, 2016, 4:08 p.m.(2/5/1005 AR)
* Get a new outfit, Exotic Leather, fir trimmed?
* Get a new outfit, Fireweave (Holy Request)
* Learn how to train my new pet how to rip out the throats of my enemies.
* Host a religious event. Without inciting riots.
* Reprioritize my life
* Actually focus on the important things of life.
Written By Isolde
Nov. 11, 2016, 4:04 p.m.(2/4/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Calypso
Written By Cicero
Nov. 11, 2016, 2:25 p.m.(2/4/1005 AR)
Forgotten promise made good
At least, close enough
Written By Eirene
Nov. 11, 2016, 1:31 p.m.(2/4/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Eos
Written By Donella
Nov. 11, 2016, 1:02 p.m.(2/4/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Abbas
He is as fond of me as he ever was, which, I think, is not very much. Battle tactics and political theory must not have very many similarities. He does not like that I call him "Sea Lion."
Written By Donella
Nov. 11, 2016, 12:48 p.m.(2/4/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Nadia
Written By Eirene
Nov. 11, 2016, 12:29 p.m.(2/4/1005 AR)
Arx is what I had expected. Puffed up sons and daughters of the people who are busy doing all the work back home, here to represent mommy and daddy or big brother or sister, scout out potential spouses, show off how rich they are in flashy clothes... At least Caly isn't displaying any of these nonsensical traits.
There is something on the horizon. Old soldier's intuition. Old. Ha. I'm too young to call myself old. But surrounded by these kids... all my neice and nephew's age... I feel very old indeed. I just hope my being here will help them come out all right when that storm hits.
Written By Donella
Nov. 11, 2016, 12:27 p.m.(2/4/1005 AR)
But people speak of their nightmares over meals. Or do not speak of them, yet still sit hollow-eyed. I see heads nodding in chapel. I see yawns from the men on the docks, who have risen early all their lives. The groom was pinching himself, to stay awake.
It is not that they cannot sleep, or that they do not have time. I think it is that they do not want to close their eyes, to greet what they will see.
I may be the only person I know who is sleeping with no particular difficulty, and having only the ordinary sort of dreams. What does that mean?
Written By Nadia
Nov. 11, 2016, 10:40 a.m.(2/4/1005 AR)
I’ll spare you the details, and myself of having to relive it so soon. From the depths, comes courage - and for that, we dug deep.
Written By Juliet
Nov. 11, 2016, 9:21 a.m.(2/4/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Max
The fourth time, he called me out on leaving him behind. So I explained to him why, in excruciating detail. I think I shocked poor Princess Natalia - I've strived to be nice since I came to Arx, after all.
I am pleased to say that the Count rose above what I expected of him. I am pleased to say that he appears to be a fine man, despite my initial impressions.
Perhaps we will make fine friends still. And I'll watch him be a proper Rake.
Written By Aldwin
Nov. 11, 2016, 7:49 a.m.(2/3/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Fortunato
Written By Joscelin
Nov. 11, 2016, 2:11 a.m.(2/3/1005 AR)
Lazarus Mercier and I are looking to remedy this with the brunch tomorrow. I'm looking forward to getting my friends and peers in the same room. I so often see them on their own, in their stores or in my shop as happenstance or a brief 'hello' and a chat about how they're doing.
Getting them in the same place, however, has been a bit like herding cats. But that's nothing new.
Gods. Dreams.
Written By Gisele
Nov. 11, 2016, 1:02 a.m.(2/3/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Aldwin
Thank you, Poppop.
Written By Ianthe
Nov. 10, 2016, 4:38 p.m.(2/2/1005 AR)
Sometimes, I dream of the sea. I can feel the salt spray in my face and hear the waves crashing against the shore. I wake up from them with a longing so profound that it takes my breath away.
Most nights, I dream of shadows. I dream of darkness all around me and the taste of blood in my mouth. These are the dreams that drive me to whiskey. Lately, they come no matter how booze-soaked my sleep is.
Then, there is the rare night that my dreams are different. I dream of dancing with a pirate lord on an island in the middle of a viper-filled sea. I dream of riding a tide that consumes me utterly, but rushes back out to the sea far too soon.
It's a dream that I would not mind having again.
Written By Dominique
Nov. 10, 2016, 3:15 p.m.(2/1/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Valkieri
Lord Sour Grapes
Written By Calypso
Nov. 10, 2016, 12:29 p.m.(2/1/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Isolde
Written By Gibson
Nov. 10, 2016, 12:02 p.m.(2/1/1005 AR)
Written By Natalia
Nov. 10, 2016, 11:18 a.m.(2/1/1005 AR)
Is a horse truly meant to be tamed? Is there really only hope for it, if it can be broken to it's owner or is there beauty in allowing it and seeing it for what it is before the restraints drive the spirit from it?
As well, how much does it mean anymore to give one's word? I have taken the respect given to me and if I give my word to something, I try my hardest to honor it. This is not always easy. It is not always fair, but who would I be if I went back on my word? What would that make me appear to be, even to the one I broke my word for? There are so many illusions and I am trying to sort through them and plan what is best, but I find roadblocks every turn. I find that when I allow my trust, I should not.
I adore the people of Arx. I have enjoyed meeting them and laughing with them and in some points feeling their sorrows. However, I am still at a loss on who to really trust. I suppose that is an issue for many of us. However, I have now found two that were not true to their word and true to the trust. One hurt my feelings, but one shattered something else. Something I am still at a loss on how to wrap my mind around.
It seems people and things have changed and I must accept this new information and move forward.
Winter has longer shadows.
Written By Talen
Nov. 10, 2016, 10:40 a.m.(2/1/1005 AR)
Soon.
Written By Abbas
Nov. 10, 2016, 10:39 a.m.(2/1/1005 AR)
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