Written By Belladonna
June 25, 2017, 8:14 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
When asking for something you want, dear reader, it is wisest to remember to include the points in favor, if you must include the points against. Otherwise the person you are asking does not know that you desire it.
Written By Joslyn
June 25, 2017, 8:14 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
So, today, I'm going to write a few of my thoughts on love. It's a bit of a trite and tired subject that so many have written on as if they already know all the ins and outs, or about the significance of that one person in their lives that only months later they'll have forgotten all about while chasing that new person, and while I can't guarantee that I'll know any better than any of those people, what I will promise is that I am going to try to have something different to say than the normal rank and file of the rest of the world.
I have a rather unique perspective on what love is and what love really means. I am not alone in this view, but it remains rather unconventional. It was something that was learned through all of my experiences with my first love. Lady Juliet Fidante. She taught me to love unconditionally, and to love many. I have been fortunate to have had many loves in my life, and with many more hopeful years before me, I look forward to having many more. I have dealt with a terrible loss at her death, and so one would be forgiven for expecting that I've not taken any new loves since that dreadful day, and I would forgive them for being so mistaken.
There have been many that have successfully managed to wrangle a place of affection in my heart, and a handful that I have fallen quite hard in love for. This entry is... while I won't be giving any names out (at least not yet, it may soon become obvious who I'm talking about to any that know me), specifically about how unexpected certain things in my life can be. There can come a person that comes into your life in the most unexpected of ways. You meet them and, they manage to touch something deep within you, and you find yourself resistant to what those feelings draw forth.
You know, I'm not sure why I fought those feelings at first. I suppose I worried that she would be bad for me, that I would not want what she had to offer. Was it because the wounds from my loss were so fresh? I suspect that may have had something to do with it. I had lost so much in these last few weeks, women that I loved even aside from my beloved Juliet. I was afraid to let this new person into my fold... and yet I found myself with her. She offered not only tenderness, but resolve and strength. In time, I found that I looked forward to receiving her missives, that hardly a day went by that I didn't hope to hear from her in some way, and all this time I still worried that I was not worthy, and yet... here we are.
There are others, and... I loved them unabashedly, shamelessly and fully. The loves I have in my life today... I will not compare them to the loves that came before, because it is unfair to them all. It sells them all short and quite frankly, there is no such thing as a love that is greater or less than any others. They are all worthy and all that I would spend my life with if I could. They are each and every one of them, my greatest loves. It is how I learned to express myself, and I just find myself hoping that... if Juliet could see me now, that she would be happy that even in light of all the pain that I have felt and still feel, that I've found this measure of happiness. That I've found people that I can confide and embrace, share a love and in those moments in the dead of night, find a joy and comfort in their arms.
Loss is a terrible thing, and it's not something that I would wish upon anybody, but for all those that have lost those that they love and care for, I'm certain that your loves would wish for you to find that happiness, to find that measure of satisfaction in a life that goes on without them. I urge you to find it. Whether that be in the arms of another, or some other measure of happiness, try to find it, please. For your own sake, because wallowing in sorrow did nothing for me, and breathing and finding my own happiness and life once more was like seeing color brought back to the world, and sometimes you'll find what brings that back to you where you least expect it.
Thank you, my love, for being the perfect compliment to my everything. I pray we have a long and prosperous future together.
I have a rather unique perspective on what love is and what love really means. I am not alone in this view, but it remains rather unconventional. It was something that was learned through all of my experiences with my first love. Lady Juliet Fidante. She taught me to love unconditionally, and to love many. I have been fortunate to have had many loves in my life, and with many more hopeful years before me, I look forward to having many more. I have dealt with a terrible loss at her death, and so one would be forgiven for expecting that I've not taken any new loves since that dreadful day, and I would forgive them for being so mistaken.
There have been many that have successfully managed to wrangle a place of affection in my heart, and a handful that I have fallen quite hard in love for. This entry is... while I won't be giving any names out (at least not yet, it may soon become obvious who I'm talking about to any that know me), specifically about how unexpected certain things in my life can be. There can come a person that comes into your life in the most unexpected of ways. You meet them and, they manage to touch something deep within you, and you find yourself resistant to what those feelings draw forth.
You know, I'm not sure why I fought those feelings at first. I suppose I worried that she would be bad for me, that I would not want what she had to offer. Was it because the wounds from my loss were so fresh? I suspect that may have had something to do with it. I had lost so much in these last few weeks, women that I loved even aside from my beloved Juliet. I was afraid to let this new person into my fold... and yet I found myself with her. She offered not only tenderness, but resolve and strength. In time, I found that I looked forward to receiving her missives, that hardly a day went by that I didn't hope to hear from her in some way, and all this time I still worried that I was not worthy, and yet... here we are.
There are others, and... I loved them unabashedly, shamelessly and fully. The loves I have in my life today... I will not compare them to the loves that came before, because it is unfair to them all. It sells them all short and quite frankly, there is no such thing as a love that is greater or less than any others. They are all worthy and all that I would spend my life with if I could. They are each and every one of them, my greatest loves. It is how I learned to express myself, and I just find myself hoping that... if Juliet could see me now, that she would be happy that even in light of all the pain that I have felt and still feel, that I've found this measure of happiness. That I've found people that I can confide and embrace, share a love and in those moments in the dead of night, find a joy and comfort in their arms.
Loss is a terrible thing, and it's not something that I would wish upon anybody, but for all those that have lost those that they love and care for, I'm certain that your loves would wish for you to find that happiness, to find that measure of satisfaction in a life that goes on without them. I urge you to find it. Whether that be in the arms of another, or some other measure of happiness, try to find it, please. For your own sake, because wallowing in sorrow did nothing for me, and breathing and finding my own happiness and life once more was like seeing color brought back to the world, and sometimes you'll find what brings that back to you where you least expect it.
Thank you, my love, for being the perfect compliment to my everything. I pray we have a long and prosperous future together.
Written By Antonio
June 25, 2017, 8:10 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Valencia
Some happy news at least. My beloved, darling little sister has come home from the frozen north! She's a Velenosa again, and while she never stopped being my sister, I am so happy that she's home.
Written By Skye
June 25, 2017, 8:08 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Halsim
Arx is fortunate to have such a dedicated soul looking after the welfare of Crown and Compact.
Written By Antonio
June 25, 2017, 8:06 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Setback, but not defeated. Ran aground, but not sunk. I will find the wind again.
Written By Nicia
June 25, 2017, 7:53 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Katarina
The Princess' wedding was spectacular. I do not think that I have ever seen a more beautiful bride, and I'm doubly-honored and humbled that even on her wedding day she still has far too many kind words for others.
Written By Rook
June 25, 2017, 7:39 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Edain
Shortly after the ceremony, I took my pledge to House Valardin and my liege lord; High Lord Edain Valardin, Prince of Sanctum. May I serve well in the years to come.
Written By Rook
June 25, 2017, 7:38 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Katarina
Katarina Valardin-nee-Al'Muraq-Sabbat, now my wife. It is a strange day, yet one that will make a good alliance.
Written By Rook
June 25, 2017, 7:37 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Ilvin
The Archlector of Limerance himself did the honour of officiating the wedding of Katarina Valardin and I. I am most please. All who wish to donate a gift, please do so to the Shrine of Limerance, to the Faith.
Written By Juliana
June 25, 2017, 7:27 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Antonio
Nothing changes.
All will work as the gods design.
All will work as the gods design.
Written By Juliana
June 25, 2017, 7:25 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Well, the shoe has finally fallen and I was put firmly in place.
It was expected.
It was deserved.
I accept it.
I will be better.
It was expected.
It was deserved.
I accept it.
I will be better.
Written By Cristoph
June 25, 2017, 7:13 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Despite some concerns that I may need to travel to Artshall in the midst of planning our fall festival here in the city, I've found out recently that won't be the case. There's still a tremendous amount of planning that I need to get done and my head is reeling just thinking about the details. I feel as if I used to be much more skilled with these things and that perhaps I'm losing my touch.
Written By Cristoph
June 25, 2017, 7:09 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Katarina
I was able to witness Katarina's wedding today, it was a fine event. Minus the constant grumblings of one of the other attendees. I wish the newlyweds all the best and that the gods smile down upon them for the rest of their lives together.
Written By Larissa
June 25, 2017, 6:43 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Miles
He warned me that he might be grumpy, but I only found him charming. We only spoke the once but there is promise of more and I find myself looking forward to it. There is something to be said about a gentleman who wears his lines of age with pride and acknowledges his experience as well earned. That is not a wisdom you can learn in any book at the Vellichorian. I hope we are able to speak again soon.
Written By Larissa
June 25, 2017, 6:40 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Busy.. Busy... Busy... That's what this past week has been, and the next after it. I love nothing more than to see my house flourishing and being called upon and relied upon in all the many aspects we offer.
While the charity fashion show was postponed a week, I am confident it will be a success and afford much needing clothing and blankets for the orphans of the Tragedy. I always enjoy a celebration of clothing and as well as benefiting those who need it most, it will also be excellent praise to Jayus.
After that I will be excited to hold Pravus Birthday Celebrations as the first event in the Arvum Botanical Gardens - yet another project I've been working on and one dear to my heart. I've always wished for a public garden in the city, something for us to walk and picnic and enjoy and that is precisely what I have been given the opportunity to create along with the Lady Carita Darkwater and Duchess Belladonna Pravus.
After that there will be several events hosted by the Faith that I am looking forward to lending my hand to. And more and more I see our house being called upon to mediate and offer our assistance in diplomacy.
Most Whispers are no strangers to hardships and pasts they are all to willing to leave behind and I think I am no different - so when I see before me a sprawling future full of gracious clients who wish to see the best of the world and work to make that happen while allowing me to take part, I can only be thankful of the opportunities I have been given.
While the charity fashion show was postponed a week, I am confident it will be a success and afford much needing clothing and blankets for the orphans of the Tragedy. I always enjoy a celebration of clothing and as well as benefiting those who need it most, it will also be excellent praise to Jayus.
After that I will be excited to hold Pravus Birthday Celebrations as the first event in the Arvum Botanical Gardens - yet another project I've been working on and one dear to my heart. I've always wished for a public garden in the city, something for us to walk and picnic and enjoy and that is precisely what I have been given the opportunity to create along with the Lady Carita Darkwater and Duchess Belladonna Pravus.
After that there will be several events hosted by the Faith that I am looking forward to lending my hand to. And more and more I see our house being called upon to mediate and offer our assistance in diplomacy.
Most Whispers are no strangers to hardships and pasts they are all to willing to leave behind and I think I am no different - so when I see before me a sprawling future full of gracious clients who wish to see the best of the world and work to make that happen while allowing me to take part, I can only be thankful of the opportunities I have been given.
Written By Aiden
June 25, 2017, 6:21 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
There are days I wish I had something meaningful to do.
The menagerie is meaningful, don't get me wrong, but there will be a day when the construction comes to an end and my time spent there will be ever so brief, merely needed to check in here and there.
What else will there be for me to do? A purpose and point to remaining in Arx... surely something will come along...
Or maybe I will wander for a few years... in search of griffins and rocs.
The menagerie is meaningful, don't get me wrong, but there will be a day when the construction comes to an end and my time spent there will be ever so brief, merely needed to check in here and there.
What else will there be for me to do? A purpose and point to remaining in Arx... surely something will come along...
Or maybe I will wander for a few years... in search of griffins and rocs.
Written By Darren
June 25, 2017, 6:17 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Anze
I've always admired my cousin, Anze, even when his mouth grew too big for his head. He has such a passion in him - calmer than his other siblings, and yet his fire burns brighter in a lot of ways. He sticks to his values and to his loyalties, and has always stood by family, no matter the cost.
I think he's grown quite a bit during his time in Arx. I am happy to see the man he is now, still so full of life, but with a direction and something to ground him. I admire him for who he is, but also for the man I think he will be, as he continues down the path he's chosen in life.
I think he's grown quite a bit during his time in Arx. I am happy to see the man he is now, still so full of life, but with a direction and something to ground him. I admire him for who he is, but also for the man I think he will be, as he continues down the path he's chosen in life.
Written By Halsim
June 25, 2017, 5:56 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
Regarding the Blackshore incident:
I will eventually be investigating the matter myself, but am currently occupied. If you have an interest -or information- regarding this, contact me directly.
I will eventually be investigating the matter myself, but am currently occupied. If you have an interest -or information- regarding this, contact me directly.
Written By Darren
June 25, 2017, 5:51 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
I have had the pleasure of reviewing several marriage contracts over the past couple of weeks. Though we were plagued with darkness, and there seems to be some trouble continuing, it always gives me a good feeling to know that people are still thinking about the future.
Written By Arthur
June 25, 2017, 5:24 p.m.(9/21/1006 AR)
I have been busy!
I have received a number of custom orders over the last several days, and I have been toiling. I do enjoy the work, of course, and I am amazed that so many are so interested in my work.
I continue to set aside ten percent of every sale to donate to the Temple of Jayus. Praise his name.
I have received a number of custom orders over the last several days, and I have been toiling. I do enjoy the work, of course, and I am amazed that so many are so interested in my work.
I continue to set aside ten percent of every sale to donate to the Temple of Jayus. Praise his name.
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