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Written By Lydia

Aug. 13, 2017, 11:50 p.m.(1/8/1007 AR)

Relationship Note on Alexis

I watched Alexis fight again, in the Grand Melee. She defended her princess against an all out onslaught. Nobody could prevail in that dog pile. I hardly think it was fair or sporting, but she explained what must have been her attacker's strategy. And they carried that smaller part of the larger battle. One cannot argue with success, especially in battle.

Written By Tristan

Aug. 13, 2017, 11:26 p.m.(1/8/1007 AR)

Years ago, when I was not yet Royal Stablemaster, one of the prized royal broodmares, dam of many fine warhorses, had an unplanned dalliance with a stallion of Lycene breeding, all racy lines and fire. My predecessor said the foal would be worthless--not a warhorse, not a carthorse, unsuited for anything, and one might as well cut the foal's throat when it was born. Instead, I asked for the foal.

That was my Flame, who has grown up shorter than most proud warhorses, and not possessing of the full complement of their strength--but he is fast and agile, and talented in many ways. I didn't win the jumping at the Iron Pentathlon--he did. I didn't win the joust--he did. I just held the spear.

So let that be a lesson--never throw away lives. Not because it doesn't conform to your standard. Not because said life is missing a leg but still has so much love to give. And don't throw away a life because you're being bloody stubborn about yielding in a game.

Written By Victus

Aug. 13, 2017, 11:13 p.m.(1/8/1007 AR)

"When asked for comment on the Grand Melee's proceedings in the Tournament of Roses, this Scribe records that Victus Thrax let out a bellowing howl and promptly limped away with a championship title in hand. It is presumed he was favorable to its proceedings."

Written By Octavia

Aug. 13, 2017, 11:10 p.m.(1/8/1007 AR)

I hear there was a tournament. I admit I did not attend, I've spent my entire new year mediating arguments between the crownsworn. It's lacking in excitement or glory, but I encourage all of the peers to attend a session of the court and watch the dullness of arbitration, especially those who rule or may rule in the future. The court offers a good window into what is important to the peasantry.

Written By Rymarr

Aug. 13, 2017, 10:58 p.m.(1/8/1007 AR)

Relationship Note on Mia

Informative and in turn open to learning. An agreement struck. I do believe that we're going to get along very well. Given that her House is a direct vassal of my own? Probably for the best. Strength through unity.

Written By Silas

Aug. 13, 2017, 10:53 p.m.(1/8/1007 AR)

I hurt.

Next time I'll yield -before- I start to bleed profusely.

Written By Rymarr

Aug. 13, 2017, 10:46 p.m.(1/8/1007 AR)

It's unfortunate that I couldn't participate in the Tournament of Roses. While I had made plans to participate in both the joust and the melee, I lost myself in prayers. Next time I'll have someone follow me about with a bell and when the time for the events approaches, I'll have them ring it in my ear. With vigor.

Written By Gaston

Aug. 13, 2017, 10:38 p.m.(1/8/1007 AR)

It seems I did well in the Melee. I was at first worried I would show poorly, and be one of the first out, or worse... Well.

But no, I made it to the last four standing, and was sent out by the eventual winner of the Tournament as a whole, Prince Talen.

I /would/ wonder if that would make Arn less merciless in his training regimens, but I suspect not.

Written By Eilonwy

Aug. 13, 2017, 10:35 p.m.(1/8/1007 AR)

Relationship Note on Aodhan

Lord Crovane. A brave and wonderful man. I am so privileged to be at your side. You give me strength to brave the woods.

Written By Leta

Aug. 13, 2017, 10:27 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)

I held on to the end of the Grand Melee at the Tournament until it was down to me and Prince Talen. To tell the truth that was a lot of luck. I almost had it, though. Prince Talen had a break and a drink of wine before we fought, and I reckon that made all the difference, but in the end he fought better and laid me out in the field. I think it was pretty close, though. Also, I knocked a good few fighters better than me out of the running, so that has to be worth something and I can't complain, other than this hurts a whole lot and I shan't get out of bed for a whole week if I can help it.

Written By Khanne

Aug. 13, 2017, 10:23 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)

This past week was the best I have had in a very long time. I attended the tourneys, both of which were thrilling, exhilerating to watch! Though, I must admit, I was a bit concerned about some of the competitors today. Thank all that is Blessed that there were so many healers available to help the fallen combatants! I fear some would have fared far, far worse without the hard work and dedication of all of them, Mercy and non-Mercy alike. I truly enjoyed the joust though! There is just something about watching the lances break and shatter. I can't explain why I enjoy it so, but I do. I was able to let loose and truly just, enjoy myself, letting go of some of the weight that has born down on my shoulders as of late.

AND! I have met so many amazing people! Captains and Admiral Generals, Ladies and Lords, Princesses... and the Count and Countess Keaton. They are truly lovely people who have invited me into their home for conversation. Reigna is the epitome of the gracious hostess. Let me tell you, if ever I feel the need to be all fancy and stuff, I am taking lessons from her. They have made me feel so welcomed. Yesterday... or was it the day before? Was filled with smiles and thought provoking conversations. I find myself looking forward to further gatherings for more of such.

Oh, and, I invited the King to dinner with the Redrain fealty... Thankfully Darren is on board with that. Maybe I should seek those lessons sooner rather than later.... And, I invited someone to brunch... and I was invited to share a drink, which I am also greatly looking forward to.

A good week, yes. A good week indeed.

Written By Agnarr

Aug. 13, 2017, 10:21 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)

Could have been worse. Time for bed rest. Rather have a king's boon, but what can one do?

Written By Edain

Aug. 13, 2017, 10:19 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)

Oh by the gods, the Grand Melee was a hell of a thing. I have many thoughts and emotions about Prince Talen and High Lord Victus claiming the titles of champion.

But for now, I think I am going to drink.

Written By Calaudrin

Aug. 13, 2017, 10:15 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)

Relationship Note on Orazio

I was unsure the day that I introduced myself to Orazio exactly what would happen. It's been my experience not to trust most people to make decisions that I would consider 'right'. But I find myself developing an increasing level of respect for the Legate. He's a steadfast man and one that I'm coming to trust deeply.

Written By Thena

Aug. 13, 2017, 10:10 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)

Next time everyone decides to have a grand old time stabbing each other for fun? Remember those of us who drag your battered bleeding asses back from the brink. It's not fun for us. It's our job. Even if it isn't.

Written By Khanne

Aug. 13, 2017, 10:08 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)

A new year has come. Yes, I know I am a few days late. I spent the first day of 1007 much like any other; a lot of meditation and some personal soul searching.

What will the new year bring? It is anyone's guess. I made a commitment to myself with my birthday, past a few months ago. I am truly trying to stick to them, even if some of my goals have proven to be.... impossible, it seems. Heartbreakingly impossible. Still, I carry on. There is no use letting myself fall when I find a bump in the road. If I trip, I must dust myself off and continue on. Though, I would much rather leap over the bumps...

Living alone in the mountains for so long, and being here now for about a year and a half... gives a bit of a strange perspective, looking back. When I first arrived, the chaos, the crowded feeling, was overwhelming. First, I tried to adapt, to fit in, but much of the time, I felt as if it were a fake portrayal of myself. Then, life... well, I had many dark days. Many. Dark. Days. Many evenings spent in sorrow of lost loved ones; friends, family, lovers. It was... rough.. coming out of that darkness. Just so much happened all at one time, I thought it all might consume me. But, i had to stay strong enough to fulfill my duties, and that kept me going. I came out the other side, and really, I feel more true to myself than I did a year ago. I smile, I laugh, but I let some of the emotion of me show too. Not.. for long, perhaps. But there are glimpses to be seen.

I have learned a lot this past year. I have learned to love... and learned the loss of love. I have held on to hope when all seemed lost, and learned that it will see me through, somehow. I have learned that it is okay to ask for help at times. I have also learned that far too many people cannot be relied on, so even if you ask for help, have a back up plan. I have learned that people -will- let you down, horribly and painfully. I am not perfect, this I have always known. I have let people down too. I have learned that it is possible to make amends for those times, but sometimes, you have to swallow your pride to do so. I have learned that being alone in the city is not at all like being alone in the mountains. It is a much more empty feeling here. But, adjusting with that knowledge, I have also learned that it is possible to not feel so alone, if you take a few steps out and meet people you have not known before. I have learned that, wherever you might imagine yourself a year from now, however you imagine yourself... You might be incredibly wrong, but that you might find yourself in the best place you could be.

Yes, yes. I know I am writing far too much... Probably the most revealing I have ever been in a white journal... I will stop the retrospective, and write a new journal about the week that I have had, instead of the year.

Happy New Year to all of Arx and our allies everywhere! And to those who live on in my memory and not within my reach... I love you, and miss you, always.

Written By Mira

Aug. 13, 2017, 10:02 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)

I am glad the King is well, but the endless celebrations seem to be a bit much. Each major House is trying to throw a party, but after a while, wouldn't they just become exhausting? Being a Monarch must be rather exhausting. You can't rest when it's peaceful, you can't rest when there is a war, there are always people plotting to kill you, and we know practically nothing about our neighbors. It must all be terribly tiring.

Written By Eilonwy

Aug. 13, 2017, 9:54 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)

I am worried about my friends in the woods. I hope they are well. I hope they have survived since we met them. I know not all are keen to become prodigals but I hope those living in the woods will see they are safest joining with the crown in this circumstance.

Written By Shae

Aug. 13, 2017, 9:49 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)

Relationship Note on Gaston

I told you I would be proud of you and that you would do well. And look both came true!

Truly, I am so very proud of you and you did so well. You not only made an excellent showing for Valardin, but Telamr and Blackram as well.

Written By Fiachra

Aug. 13, 2017, 9:44 p.m.(1/7/1007 AR)

Relationship Note on Gaston

(OOC: As recorded for Fiachra, the scholar took great care to take down every word that came out of the prince's mouth.)

I'm extremely fucking glad that Gaston is normally on my side in a fight. He hits worse than the fucking Bringers did. At least I'm now intimately aware of how effective he'll be as a deputy.

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