Written By Kima
Sept. 7, 2016, 11:28 p.m.(7/7/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Niccolo
The man fought Shavs. He's fathered some of the most influential women in Arvum. He knows how to act decisively and without restraint. So too does he know when to speak - even better - he knows what to say.
Written By Kima
Sept. 7, 2016, 11:23 p.m.(7/7/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Larissa
Written By Leo
Sept. 7, 2016, 10:57 p.m.(7/7/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Calista
Written By Dawn
Sept. 7, 2016, 4:28 p.m.(7/6/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Prospero
Written By Isolde
Sept. 7, 2016, 1:53 a.m.(7/4/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Laric
Written By Joscelin
Sept. 7, 2016, 12:56 a.m.(7/4/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Larissa
Written By Larissa
Sept. 7, 2016, 12:09 a.m.(7/4/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Anastasio
Written By Dawn
Sept. 6, 2016, 7:49 p.m.(7/4/1004 AR)
But since the tourney, more and more people dig in their heels. Why should I not be Grayson, they ask. Why should I not be your Grace, or Princess Dawn. I know it comes of the very best of intentions. They wish to do me honor, and put a title or a surname to the hope I have helped them to feel.
I remember when I first realized what I was. I was not very old, though still young enough to almost be a baby. The age when children are still petted and cuddled, when the adults around them still remark on their softness and sweetness. I was kept at Bastion, surrounded by Graysons, and I didn't know that I was any different from the other children dressed in their baby silks and velvets; my father made certain I appreciated what I had but he also saw to it that I wanted for very little. I was loved. Perhaps even a little spoiled when he wasn't looking, by the women of the house. Not the ladies, or duchesses, or princesses, but by the maids, cooks, housekeepers.
They always had sweets for me and once, I don't know why, I was in the kitchen but under the table. Tucked out of the way. I think I had a pastry? The memory is an old one and the details fade. But I remember what the women said, who came in with a tub of potatoes between them, and sat to do their peeling.
My brother had been born then and I remember, they were making much of him. He was a fetching baby, I admit, and I tried to steal him from his nurses often to carry him around and teach him the words for things. It pleased me to hear them speaking so glowingly of Alaric, so I didn't emerge from my hiding place. I listened.
And then I heard one ask the other, "Why's he keep her as a bastard? Sweet and smart as a lick, that girl."
From their tone, which I had heard them using before to praise me to others of their number, I knew they spoke of me but I was confused. This was the first time I had ever heard that word. And "he" must be my father. But what was a bastard?
The other lady, who was much older than the first, gave a great phlegmy snort over the spud in her hands.
"He won't now he's got the other one," she said.
I don't know if I was eating a pastry but I remember her words exact.
"High-blooded, that boy. Not like the girl. Silks won't ever let a low-born head wear their crown. She's only half a King, the rest is plain as you and me."
The first sounded dubious. "But he loves her, yeah? She's a good girl."
The second's answer was firm. "Clear as sunlight he loves her. But no man with a highborn son would let his common bastard take the highborn honors. Not even his Majesty, Gods bless his name. He's still a man with a man's wants of the world. Else he wouldn't have her at all, would he?"
I don't recall what they spoke of after that. I did eventually fall asleep under that table, too sick to my stomach to come out. They pulled me out some hours later with sugar still on my lips and my eyes dry. The house was in an uproar for me having been missing but I received nothing worse than a stern look from my nurses, and a fierce hug after to take the sting from it.
I have wondered whether to record this in my black reflection, or my white. It touches on such private things. But with so many seeking to give me honors that my blood has not earned, it might be a good reminder.
I am half a King, it's true. But had my father wanted me to be all a princess, it would have been done. No one can say that he was a man who shirked from doing what needed to be done. I am his daughter, raised to fidelity, and must respect the choices that he made. The women of Bastion knew and understood. I have spent a life coming to the same understanding. I can do good as Dawn Baseborn. I have done good as Dawn Baseborn. I am proud of my name, for it is mine and no other's.
Lady is but a title of courtesy. I will say that in spite of my scruples, it is also one I am happy to accept.
Written By Larissa
Sept. 6, 2016, 5:08 p.m.(7/3/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Juliet
Written By Larissa
Sept. 6, 2016, 4:58 p.m.(7/3/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Kima
Written By Larissa
Sept. 6, 2016, 4:53 p.m.(7/3/1004 AR)
That isn't to say that things of note don't happen for they do... ohhhhh they do. For instance I met the most curious creature I think I've ever known. Let us call him the Lord of the Boroughs and leave his name out of this. It isn't often that I am taken by surprise but when I am it is often met by unfailing admiration. The grammar that met me in the missive was wretched, the words broken and hard to read. Clearly a man of minimal learning, gruff and rough around the edges, I had expected something basic.. perhaps even nefarious... I had prepared myself to be insulted, disapointed and had a messenger waiting outside to run to the Inquisitor at any moment but instead I found that I was challenged, intruiged and humbled. I learned many lessons that day - more than simply not to judge a book by it's cover. Sometimes appearances are meant to be decieiving ...
Written By Prospero
Sept. 6, 2016, 2:36 p.m.(7/3/1004 AR)
Written By Anastasio
Sept. 6, 2016, 2:29 p.m.(7/3/1004 AR)
Written By Acacia
Sept. 6, 2016, 2:04 p.m.(7/3/1004 AR)
After spending far more time than I'd like to admit staring at it, this morning I awoke to the beyond pleasant surprise of a matching, elegant dagger to pair. It's perfect. And it comes with excellent timing, since I technically have a wager to win at some point in the future.
These days Mistress Ida hardly needs me to speak well of her craftsmanship and character. Her weapons have rightly become famed and can be seen adorning some of the most esteemed people in Arx. But those who haven't sought her out for employment yet, or really just to enjoy her company, are truly missing out. Though, on the selfish side, it's hard for me to complain. It leaves her more time for me and well... ducks.
Written By Ida
Sept. 6, 2016, 9:13 a.m.(7/2/1004 AR)
What started as some wonderful visits and conversations with dear friends, old and new, in the shop, ended with some drunkenness - one my fault, the other? I've no idea - a duck, and my own personal crisis regarding having surely offended the gods in some way.
Written By Ida
Sept. 6, 2016, 8:51 a.m.(7/2/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Laric
Written By Laric
Sept. 6, 2016, 6:09 a.m.(7/2/1004 AR)
Later in the evening I stopped in to pay a visit on the Velenosan grounds to Princess Isolde Velenosa who I must say cuts a fine figure and functions as a skilled apothecary besides. I have been informed by numerous members of my own holdings that the Velenosans are sly and clever to a fault, but, I cannot help but feel a certain kinship with this woman. Perhaps her mind races at the same lope mine does. Should I stand intimidated? Perhaps. In the halls of their estate, she demonstrates the famed regency the Velenosa are known for.
But my poor staff. How they wrung their hands. I would like to say I am agrieved but I had a good time today and I intend to have as many good times as my privilege allows. So to you, splint-setters, my sheet-changers, and my blessed dressing-makers, I must apologize. Being bed-ridden does not suit me.
Written By Laric
Sept. 6, 2016, 5:23 a.m.(7/2/1004 AR)
Written By Laric
Sept. 6, 2016, 5:19 a.m.(7/2/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Isolde
Written By Laric
Sept. 6, 2016, 5:05 a.m.(7/2/1004 AR)
Relationship Note on Acacia
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